i want..

someone to cuddle with me in bed,

all night and all day.

and someone who will accept me for all my craziness..

and who will always be there for me,

and who will kiss when i want,

and hold me when i need to be held.

and who will..

just be with me,

and love me,

and I NEED TO FALL IN LOVE.
anyone?

:]

obsession.

I've got a very odd obsession with pictures of people smoking..

I just can't explain it, something about it is so attractive..

wdydwyd?

why do you do what you do?

What sort of stupid question is this??

Why does anyone do the things they do? I can sure as hell tell you i have no idea why i do the things i do.

to

I do the things i do because:

- i can't help myself.

-this could be my only chance to do it.

-i just don't care.

-i don't know how to change.

-i want to find out who i am and who i want to become.

-i need to experience everything in order to figure it all out.

But really, no. Technically, these are just all excuses for me to use to explain all the stupid stuff i get into. It would be nice to know why i do the things i do. Or why anyone does the things they do. But i can't explain it, i can't even start to explain it. I guess really the only thing i can say is:

I do the things i do because that's just the way i like to do things.

Not a deep explanation at all. Just the truth. Ah man, sorry for the rambling. I've obviously had a rough couple of days. The stupid decisions and the lack of sleep are all catching up with me.